1. |
Act 1 (Choose Your Fate)
01:45
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I found it hard to choose something in between
I don’t want to be the one that lives a life so
obscene
Had to create multiple choices of a dream that
seemed so real
Yet I can’t decide who I am meant to be
Because the price is all on me
All those thoughts that I’m having left me useless
behind
Being useless in time
They drive me crazy, I’m stuck here
I can’t decide which part of me to let free
Be the murderer the dreamer the sick fuck or the
good kid
It’s getting harder every day to wake up from this
sleep
As I grow older my meanings has drown in the sea
Cut out to keep my distance I won’t let them
decide for me
I used to embrace all my demons now I have to
let one free
I never knew how hard it could be
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2. |
Release The Dreamer
04:58
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Our thoughts will break the night
And the silence will collide
We will make a different kind of light
As we fly towards the sky
People change so does the world
There is no time for right or wrongs
Finding meaning for any kind of sight
So we’ll break down
For every time you lay awake at night,
Thinking to your self is it worth the fight?
I’ve been there, I’ve done that I went through hell
Now I’m standing here without a story to tell
Dance, dance I should have known from the start
That faith and dreams are not here to last
Fuck, fuck they are not here to last
We are condemned to repeat the past
Reasons failing and I’m done
So I’m lost, I come undone
The truth inside will make you mad
It’s something you can’t understand
We’re fighting over your dark thoughts
Your clouded mind so vulnerable
So sit down and hear our words
Your dreams are forever lost
Our thoughts will break the night
And the silence will collide
We will make a different kind of light
As we fly towards the sky
People change so does the world
There is no time for right or wrongs
Finding meaning for any kind of sight
So we’ll break down
Lost the battle
Lost the fight
Lost my reason
I’ve got nothing to hide
Though your battle are lost
We hold on and we’re still standing tall
All the dreams you gave up
Will be the light upon lies in our hearts
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3. |
Dead Eyes
05:38
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Starring down into the abyss
These lives are just hurt and cry
There is nothing left for me
Except for the will to die
My dreams are dripping off the fucking ceilings
The floor is cracking as my eyes are bleeding
A dry sense inside my chest
It’s cutting deep into my fucking face
I didn’t ask for this
I’ll take your sanity with one last kiss
You brought this on your self
You’re just one trophy on my shelf
Blaming my self
Wishing for death more than air in my chest
I’m feeling safe
Between the hands that are taking my breath
away
I need you here with me
Although it’s killing me
I’m sorry for this; it’s your only choice
I will push you over the edge, no time to rejoice
Some grace to borrow
Disgust will follow
My eyes screams sorrow
Alive yet hollow
I am hollow and dead inside
I am hollow and out of sight
I am hollow the time has come
I am hollow but I’m still undone
No grace to borrow
A decent way to face tomorrow
Atonement will follow
They gave to me this pitiful color
My past screams sorrow
Trying to escape this world
Dead yet whole
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4. |
2:07 A.M.
04:39
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Even when I’m down I’ll do my best to make you
smile
To make you smile
I don’t want you to worry for ill forever be the one
You will lay down your trust
As long as I’m here, I won’t let you shed a tear
In my arms forevermore, this bond is something we
cannot ignore
Bright light growing in the distance, not anymore a
tortured existence
Take my hand
Trust me; this will not be in vain
We can create our own world
Free from pain
So many miles away ill run far away
I need you here with me feeling alive and free
I’m not lost and gone, breathing beneath this
song
I’m slowly growing up so sane and strong
Put your faith in me, there’s more for you to see
I’ll guide you, like you guide me; it’s so easy for us
to breath
Together we are free, free from this world’s insanity
I'm thankful for the present,
The gifts I am blessed
And I am no longer silent,
The nightmares end
Even when I’m down I’ll do my best to make you
smile
To make you smile
I don’t want you to worry for ill forever be the one
Who you’ll consider last?
So many miles away ill run far away
I need you here with me to feed this misery
For I am lost and gone, apart from my own home
I’m sorry for not being the person you consider
strong
I'm thankful for the present,
The gifts I am blessed
I'm no longer silent,
The nightmares end
I’m sorry for my lying
My trying to fit in
Trying so hard to maintain
This poetic sin
Don’t believe that smile, it will deceive
This world’s fucked up, I need to breathe
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5. |
Nightcrawler
03:51
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When the first signs of mental illness appear, he
begins hallucinating; he allows his madness to
take over he starts shaking, in a blink of an eye
once again
I’M LOSING CONTROL
Illusions make the sky look bright
As I destroy for creation
My mind plays tricks on me
As you scream of desperation
You should have never trust me dear
I am the one to give you frustration
You look at me in a familiar way
I know you see your reflection
Never believed that I’d
Feel sorry for you
Is that the way it should be?
My eyes are red I can’t even see
Never believed that I’d
Felt down on my knees
I’m sick of you bitch
Don’t let this end this way
Don’t let me die in vain
Falling down on the floor
What happens to my soul?
Feels like I fade away
No sighs of me – just pain
Crawling sicker every time you stick
Your knifes in my guts
I see you, I don’t feel you
Your suffer will create a better way
So I won’t be forsaken
This is the end of all you knew
Stop calling your savior
My demons are free and they are all yours
Insanity bleeds through my every wound
But all I see is a blur of your face
As the bullet you shot ends inside my brains
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6. |
Act 2 (Path To Sanity)
01:40
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Emotions
A perfect symphony of reactions that
gives us the gift to be called human beings
The peculiar ability to give our hearts more
than the tasks it’s been made of
There is no racism in emotion
Emotions can bloom in everyone and
in every way
Even though you haven’t choose what
you’ll be in life, who you’ll be
Emotions will strike into it like a thief and
steal your sanity in less than few seconds
As like they are your personal guide to decision
As like they are in control
Even if you are the good guy even if
you are the bad guy
The rain of it won’t let you dry
There is happiness, there is sadness
And emotions will show you many ways,
million images
Like you are a beast who seeks for revenge
Like you are the silence which breaks the betrayal
Like if you are waiting for your inner/psychological
healing to begin
Like a phoenix who after its fall…
will rise from its ashes
Emotions are all
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7. |
Betrayer
04:35
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Someone so close to me is now fucking dead
I’m pissed Im angry I feel like I’m possessed
I want to rip your heart out of your chest
Your blood will pour you’re down on the floor
Look at me!
I've waited this for far too long
Is just this life this life full of venomous minds?
They keep me close the hold me tight
Stop this madness, just die
Just let me rot if I am worth it
Let me find my peace
Go on wear that veil
Make me seem like Im the disease
I don’t care I don’t care I don’t care
I’ll fucking spit on your grave
I’ll make sure that you
Won’t forget my name
Two years have passed but nothing
has changed
All the past is real
I still feel fucking betrayed
You fucked my life up and now it’s time
to turn the favor back
Can we separate?
The tales your shame made?
From the truth you’re trying so hard to escape
Can you get the hell out of my face?
Playing around again?
Took all my time and wasted my best self
You know it’s sick to wish for death
Of a man that made me of his flesh
It’s fucking sick dreaming of revenge
But believe me I won’t let you find your rest
You made this world even more fucked up
Better spit my face than ask me to face your cast
You made this world even more fucked up
You better stay away
You’re just a fucking decease
A fucking hypocrite
You’re just a fucking decease
A fucking hypocrite
I want to fuck you up
I want to break your limbs
Let’s be honest right now you’re out
of fucking luck
There won’t be an easier way to breath
Unless you face the damage in me
Can we separate?
The tales your shame made?
From the truth you’re trying so hard
to escape
Can you get the hell out of my face?
Playing around again?
Took all my time and wasted my best self
I won’t waste any more of the time
That’s left in me
There is nothing more, there is nothing
here to see
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8. |
Break The Silence
03:25
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There are some moments
Suspended in time,
Every second's divine
It's pretty obvious but they cannot see,
In a thousand fires I burn, In my own world
from which I can't return.
Deep breaths,
Lights out,
Show time
(Curtains falling down)
I feel like I might drown,
Those curtains keeping locked inside the faith I
had in my mind
Curtains falling down I feel like I might drown,
This room is asphyxiating I won't bow down
No! I won't bow down.
To your hypocrisy.
You don't deserve any pity,
Your smile's fake but so damn pretty Oh!
You always refuse to tell me what you want to say,
So why the fuck can't you just save me, for
another day.
Break me - is the game you play!
So hate me as i walk away!
They say what doesn't kill you makes you stronger,
I won't be dealing with you any longer
(Curtains falling down)
I feel like I might drown,
Those curtains keeping locked inside the faith I
had in my mind
Curtains falling down I feel like I might drown,
This room is asphyxiating I won't bow down
Disgust for the life I led,
Wishing now I was back there
Saved myself,
Cleared my mind,
Inside my hope has died
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Laid down on a silent sphere
These scars force me to understand the upcoming
fear
Because I can become a trouble solved
And then turn into a hell unfold
Worry's born from a vile story
A haunted child that needs to cry and has no
tears left
With a heart weighed with bleak secrets on his
wounded chest
All you want to do is to finally shut that door
Witness their blood blemishing the floor
Make them martyrs of your own torment
Capture the scene - capture the moment
That you'll get what it's like to live so soulless
I guess we're part of the same mess
And through the same tragedies
We scream at the murderer to make amends
A single complaint creates a nightmare
Hell makes sense when heaven shows its first
glimpse
I've stayed in this hospital bed for so long
Alone in my own head, desperate of this pong
Intend to leave my corpse I saw that here healing
begins
I guess we're part of the same mess
And through the same tragedies
We scream at the murderer to make amends
A single complaint creates a nightmare
And the shy shadow grows into a sufferer
Walked down in my depths I hugged my darkness
And I let it intoxicate my mind
Their light is torn but mine is born and will always
be by my side
So careless I'm coasting down, lost in my own
sound, so I can always be found
I guess we're part of the same mess
And through the same tragedies
We scream at the murderer to make amends
A single complaint creates a nightmare
And the shy shadow grows into a sufferer
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10. |
Rise Of A Phoenix
03:58
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Rise from the ashes
Is this the end?
Or that’s the way it all begun
it’s in my head, have I just fallen from the start
The dice will roll again this circle never ends
We keep playing the game over and over again
No ground beneath my feet
Why do i keep trying for this
Is there hope in those dreams
This cant
This can’t be real
These thoughts consume my mind
But I’ll use all my given time
These colors of your disguise
Won’t fade the colors of my mind
I won’t fall down on my knees again
This world I’m In drains my inner sense
I must run away from this.
This my rise from the mistakes I failed
With a blink of an eye
I’ll commit my final escape
I’ll become the fire that’ll raise me from the dead
If we are born to die and to be born again
I could never burn down this shitty world
Cause fuck I’m one of them
I never had that perfect plan ‘because all I want
to do is have some fun
And whoever loves to see me depressed,
I spit in your face screaming go fuck yourself
A lost soul
Searching for my way home
Those memories have dried me out
Within the ring of and awful sound
Disgrace
I won’t fall down on my knees again
This world I’m In drains my inner sense
I must run away from this. This my rise from the
mistakes I failed
With a blink of an eye
Ill commit my final escape
I’ll become the fire that’ll raise me from the dead
There is no way
No way to get back what we had
There is no place
No more for warmth in our hearts
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Pendulum Zero Thessaloniki, Greece
Pendulum Zero is a Nu Metalcore Female Fronted band from Greece.
The base of their
sound is Metalcore , but most of their songs are heavily influenced by Nu Metal, Post Hardcore, Deathcore and many more.
CONTACT : pendulumzeromusic@gmail.com
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